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Sunday, July 16, 2006

I watched a Tamil movie shown on to TV2 early this morning. I've watched it before but no harm in watching it again, just because my favourite actor, Vijay, was in it. *sigh* He's the man.

Sometimes I think I'm mean for being irritated with Ash when he was on his way out to work. He really makes me wanna do injury to him...perhaps hit him on the head...hard. I probably shouldn't blame him. It's his mother's fault. I couldn't help muttering to myself just now. The least she could do when he was growing up was to teach him to pick up after himself. Even the kid is treating her like an underpaid maid. The old woman is practically volunteering to be one. I'm not talking much to the kid for the past 2 or 3 days. I find that she'll start studying on her own initiative without me having to nag if I ignore her. I know I'm being mean but I do want her to get better results in her PSLE. I don't wanna be like my mother who used to nag forever.I don't want her to grow up, fucked up like me. She's already almost half way being that already. Remember that lame excuse of a suicide attempt?

The problem is MIL who still treats her like a 7-8 year old kid. She's almost 12...on the brink of womanhood. She keeps on throwing her clothes all over the place. She knows her grandma will hang them up for her. She doesn't iron her school uniform because grandma will do it for her. She washes her own dirty plate unless we finish our meal first.

So many things I could bitch about but I'm tired to list them all. MIL will never have the chance to rear up my kids. She'll just spoil them rotten.

i'm watching you...
Sunday, July 16, 2006

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