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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

I was very pissed with the both of you yesterday, old woman and kid. Both of you didn't give me any face.

Kid, when I said you have to do something, you have to do it. Not that I ask you to do anything stupid or which endanger your life. When I said go home, eat lunch and study, that's exactly what I expect you to do and not following me and your grandma to the hospital in your school uniform, and you not having lunch and having exams for the whole week this week.

I'm so sick of nagging you about the same thing over and over and over again. I had told you countless times before that there are times when you should do what you have to do without being told. Do I have to tell you every single day to open up your schoolbooks and study? What about hanging your uniform when you reach home? Ironing your uniform or washing your school shoes? Tidying up the bed after doing your homework on it? I don't understand the concept of taking out all the contents of your bag and then strewn them all over the room, messing up everything. You just don't care much about cleanliness or neatness for that matter. Do I have to say everything twice, thrice?

I had told you I had always regarded you like my own daughter. I would have treated her the same way I treated you. My kids will not behave the way you did. Of course they'll be naughty. That's part of growing up but they will not talk back, they will be obedient to their elders to a certain extent and they will definitely be respectful. If you were really mine, I would have beaten you up real good.

Old woman, when I said no it's really no. So what if she cries bloody tears? With the way you are bringing her up all this while, is there any doubt why she turns out the way she is now? You got no one else to blame except yourself. You let her have her way too many times too often. And when she didn't listen or being rude to you, you come to me to discipline her. I can do so much but you want to over write my authority why do I even bother? I was angry at you as I was at her but you being the elder, I just can't ignore you like that. That's plain rude and my mother taught me better that.

So the kid feel the heat of my anger more. I refused to talk to her or even look at her. Because of you both I had a tiff with Ash. I hated being in that kind of situation because it only shows me that he cares more for you than me. I don't want to be second best in anything.

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, May 09, 2006

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