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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

2 friends at work lost their brothers because of road accidents recently.

Ash lost an aunt, his late father's sister, to a mysterious illness which caused the blood vessels in her legs to burst and bleed sporadically. It didn't affect me much as I didn't know her that well.

I wonder how I'll react if somebody close to me pass on to the next life. Would I keep to myself, too shocked to react or would I get all emotional and cry my eyes out? Most probably option number 2. Never had humans die on me, just cats and kittens but they were regarded like family members too.

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

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I feel lousy this morning. Maybe because I didn't have much sleep last night. I couldn't sleep, thinking about our lack of money. When I woke up, I didn't want to go to work but I had to. I wasn't at work yesterday and last Friday. I had a fever during the weekend and just plain lazy on Monday.

When I was getting ready for work, I realized I lost one of my earrings either during the night or in the shower. I couldn't find it anywhere so it might have dropped into the drain. I still have a slightly blocked nose with some phlegm in my throat.

Excuse me while I go on hating our ill fortune.

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Life's shitty for us right now. I mean when does it isn't?

I lost one very good friend and the ones I'm left with sucks. I went for that interview, even got the damn job but I ain't gonna be working there. I don't have good vibes about the place and I trust my instincts when it's about places I'm going to work in and the people I just met.

No food in the fridge, not much money in my pocket. Even if there is, I have to put them aside for the kids' food. I guess I won't be eating tomorrow * sighs*

i'm watching you...
Monday, April 24, 2006

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Another of those days when we find ourselves almost totally broke and we're out of alternatives. I'm so beladi tired of struggling out of this dry well. Maybe a change of work environment makes all the difference. I don't have anything to stay behind for. Both are leaving today - one of whom I love so dearly. I feel alone even before she leaves. I wonder how I will be during days she's not here. Definitely very bored. If everything goes well I can still see her in June if we confirm our plan to go to Penang for our belated honeymoon.

I would have really loved to go to Bali after what I had heard about it. Or maybe we might go to Perth where it is so relaxing down there after the hustle and bustle of Singapore.

The important thing right now is I'm losing my best friend. Sure yesterday I was joking and teasing Kak Zah about shedding tears today but I bet I will cry just as much as her if not more.

I'll miss you girlfriend.

i'm watching you...
Wednesday, April 19, 2006

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Saturday, April 08, 2006



Look at my legs...disgustingly open...aiyahhhh!!!

i'm watching you...
Saturday, April 08, 2006

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Me & Ash on our wedding day. See me legs? Disgustingly open...

i'm watching you...
Saturday, April 08, 2006

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Me & Ash on our wedding day. See me legs? Disgustingly open...

i'm watching you...
Saturday, April 08, 2006

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