I met up with my mum early this evening. We talked...cried a little. But we patched things up. I told her about my marriage plans which I planned to be in March...insyallah. I told her about my recent phone call to my sweet old man in Kluang. I told her about my suggestion of selling the Jurong West house she and Uncle are staying now...and get her a rental house somewhere near me. I told her to forget she ever had a son...because I no longer had a brother. Yeah...things could be looking up for her and Uncle...
I feel so isolated from everybody I know. Nobody really understands me. Sometimes even I myself scratch my head in bewilderment at my behaviour. I feel so goddamn lost...and friendless...and pathetic....and that pisses me off. Does it really matter because when I die, I'll die alone.
Such morbid thoughts when I should be a lil bit happy.
Anyway, Monday I might have to go to the Yishun mosque ( nama apa...aku tak tau...I am always confused about such Arabic names). I will slowly combust myself there. Have to go there and register myself and Ash for the pre marriage courses. I'm not sure if I have to go. I had attended the course before. A lil bit expensive. $115 for 4 days. If I don't have to attend, we'll save some money. Blood suckers!
Same old person...with different marital status. But you are the same old boring you. You can really yak and yak and yak about your entire weekend. I don't know why I even bother to read a page. Maybe just to irritate you. Maybe waiting for the right time to find an opening to attack you. Or maybe just to sharpen my sarcasm skills...which come to think of it...is a waste to spend on you. You are such a thick-skinned moron you won't appreciate my sarcasm. Oblivious idiot!
I think I should go and sleep. Maybe suck Ash's dick. That would definitely soothes me.
Oh I forgot. Went shopping for some stuff for the kids. A bell for Poo. She lost hers few weeks ago. A plastic ball with a bell inside to entertain them. They are such hyper beings. Few cans of can food. Forgot to buy the biscuits though. And the most expensive stuff for the day - scratching post. Beladi expensive. $36.75. I'm a cheapskate. I'll be happier if it had cost me half of that.
Poo and Seno...two of the most beautiful beings I have ever known besides Ash...and a few others.
Sunday, January 08, 2006
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