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Friday, December 23, 2005

Yey! I found Ayah again. I had sent him a letter 2 weeks ago, updating him about my life for the past 6 years...including my impending marriage. When I didn't get a reply I thought he had moved away from the address I sent the letter to. Then yesterday I received a short note from him, asking me why I didn't call. He left me his number and I called right after my favourite Chinese drama series. We talked for about 1/2 an hour. I even chatted with his wife, my stepmom. When I asked him her name, he told me I can call her makcik, cik Ramnah or mak even. Maybe I'll her that.

Mampos aku kalau mak tau heheh. Mak mana suka kalau aku keep in touch with ayah and his family. She didn't allow me to acknowledge my siblings. She said I have only 1 brother here in Singapore...that idiot, her son. That 4 are my siblings. We have the same father.

Ayah tanya when I'm coming for a visit. He really sound pleased that I called and was excited about my homecoming. I told him I won't make promises unless I could keep them. The bad news is his mother, my grandma, passed away early this year. He wanted me to melawat but he could not contact me. I am happy that at least we try to save our relationship even if sometimes I felt so awkward having conversations with Ayah. If Mum knows I'm thinking about going there, I'm dead meat...but I don't care. What's wrong with me rapatkan silatulrahim dengan ayah and his family? Since my family is like crap here, I might as well find another one.

I'm happy, I'm happy!

i'm watching you...
Friday, December 23, 2005

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