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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

My aunty called me after lunch but I didn't pick up the phone. I knew she wanted to talk to me about mum so I SMS her, telling her I really can't help with the payments because my payday is still a few days away. Even if I have cash I won't help. I need the money for my wedding preparation. I told her it has been postponed so many times already. Then she laid out the guilty trap, saying something like how good Uncle has been to us. I know that and that is what has been tweaking at my conscience.

My stepfather is the best of his kind. I'm grateful to him for my wedding 8 years ago which ended 3 and 1/2 years later...for his patience with mum who can be such a bitch sometimes...for being the man that he is.

But I can't save him now. I told my aunty I'm so tired of having to carry the heavy responsibility alone while the favourite son washes his hands off the mater completely. How much longer? I don't know. Isn't it much better if I were the only child? I keep wondering whether they have anything to eat or not. The electricity is going to be cut off soon. The only thing I can do is pay 1/2 of the amount first when payday comes or when Ash gets his share money...whichever received earlier.

So do I sacrifice my NYE celebration? Something that i was so looking forward to. I don't know *sighs*

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, December 27, 2005

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