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Saturday, December 24, 2005

Money is like men. You can't live with them...you definitely cannot live without them.

Cik Kiah called me just now while I was at KFC with Bear Bear and Baby having our quality time on a Friday night. She informed me that when Cik Mamat went over Mum's place the other day, Mum was crying pasal the electricity will be cut off on Monday if no payments are made. I don't know what my aunty expected me to do. I got no money right now and even if I do have, I'm sorry I can't and I won't hand it over. It's all for my wedding.

I smsed Lynn. She was surprised I knew anything about it all because usually she was the one who updates me about life there. I asked her why Mum's son is still not working till now. She said because they have no money to spare for histransport fares. Well ok..I told her I can give the money but can she guarantee he will go out and find work soon? She said no need lah. He needs more money to pay for tolls if he continue to pick up containers. I asked her couldn't he find some other job for now first just so he could pay the outstanding bills first? When everything is stable and fine then he can return to his favourite job. The beladi bitch told me to ask himself. Dah tentu-tentu dia tau aku dah tak berbual dengan that idiot pe...lagi suruh aku pegi tanya dia pulak. Relek suah!

Aku kat sini tanya baik-baik...ni pundek angin pulak. When I suggested that she come over and stay kat Jurong je, dia tanya aku alik...napa aku tak dok Jurong je. Fak yu lah! U know why I ran away and yet...The reason I asked her to stay In jurong is to save money. Dia jugak yang kata dia nak kena tanggung 3 umah - umah mak dia...umah mak aku...umah sewa dia. So minus one house...umah sewa tu...tak boleh ke?

I know they are troubling her and I'm sorry for that. But she should have bailed out when she had the chance. Nobody stop her. It was her choice to stay. I got nothing to say to her anymore. She called me but I refused to pick up her call. Why should I? We will only end up arguing like the other day and I'm feeling so wore out being related to every single one of them.

I should tell them to fak off but my sense of responsibility are so strong that I can't help feeling depressed and worried for them. But what can I do? I got plans to make...life to live. I can't afford being treaded on all the time. I got to think about myself and my future now pulak.

The girls asked me out tomorrow but I don't think I'm going anywhere. Bo lui leh. No money...no party - that's my principle to enjoy. Tak kan aku nak expect dorang belanja. Baby got that flood problem at home...Bear Bear is coming home soon...Nevermind I'll party on NYE je lah. Still haven't told Ash yet. The time is not right especially when AVIVA still hold on to his share payment. Beladi bloodsuckers!

Isn't this cute?

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i'm watching you...
Saturday, December 24, 2005

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