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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I always said for every bad thing that happened in my life there is sure some sort of blessings behind it all. This I say to give hope to others...and myself...when everything that can go wrong went wrong.

Me and Ash...we are so totally broke this month. He didn't get his advance pay yesterday partly due to his long absence from work - his MC and Raya leave. We had already invited friends over to our place this weekend. Don't worry it's still on. We are going to sell his pocket pc.

Ash was restless in bed and I got worried when he was like that. I felt so helpless. I couldn't do anything to lighten his burden. All I can say to him was not to think too much about things that don't need thinking. Another thing that hit him hard is that his transfer to another department was rejected. So my baby had to tolerate his asshole boss for about 3-4 months more before he tender in his resignation.

I understood now why Mum advised me to dump Ash even though she likes him. Most probably she knew I would be in such dire situation and she wanted me out before it was too late to do anything. Which mother wanted their children to suffer? But I love Ash too much. He helped me through my difficult moments and now it's my turn to stand by him.

Another matter altogether...I am very embarrassed and eternally mortified about something Ash's friend said. Let's just say that he praised me lavishly but he got me mixed up with somebody else. Another blow to my already fragile self-esteem, dropping my confidence level to a much, much, much lower notch.

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005

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