Lots of things happen but I think the most important thing is Ida is coming home. YEAHHHHH!!! It has been so long and she's so happy where she is now...but it's good to have her back home even though it might be for just a while. My ex best friend...that's what I used to call her. We might never be close as we used to be...She got other friends that were there for her when she needed them to be...And I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. All that is over and done with lah. Don't want to think too much about that.
I went home for the first time after nearly 10 months. I didn't have a choice. Nak kena hantar barang dapor...untuk Hari Raya. Kalau aku tak alik tu hari...aku rasa tu orang tua tak beraya lah. Anak mas kesayangan jadi tokey anggur so mana de sen? Ni anak yang syial ni gak yang kena korek tabong belanja dapor. Nasib baik mak tak buat drama on that day. On the first day of raya pun dia relek je. I was like waiting for her to golek-golek kat lantai ke..pelok-pelok tembok ke heheh...
Then kisah abang Ash plak. Masa puasa he and the wife same over. Mak dia sound kat aku nak panggil si betina tu datang tolong buat kuih. (Kalau nak order ke atau nak details...sila email aku axlia99@hotmail.com) The thing is Ash kata mak dia mintak izin...but she didn't exactly ask for it. She just told me in a sentence yang dia nak panggil betina tu datang. What was I supposed to do? I can't deny her request can I? Tak sampai hati nak kecewakan permintaan dia so I let them in my house. But Ash did put in one condition that they must leave before he comes back from work. It went well for a while then after that dorang sengaja balik lambat-lambat. Muka aku...ehmmm dah nak jadi bubur basi setahun. I don't know whether they notice it or not...I hope they did. Aku memang nak dorang tau yang aku tak SUKA dorang kat dalam umah aku. I got a right in this house because I help pay the loan...the groceries...the bills...It's mine...mine...my house. Dah tu pulak dalam diam MIL aku buat rancangan nak bawak alik baby Martin. Tu 2 lembu had the intention of bringing baby home from welfare but they need MIL as their gurantor. Nasib baik aku dengar masa MIL citer-citer dengan Aunty Mimi. I immediately told her I didn't mind if she wanted to take care of the baby...but the parents...I don't want them to sleep in my house. Lepas tu I told Ash about it and after a few days he told his mum about "his" decision.
I'm bad. I told Ash if they slept in my house for even a night, I will have a major quarrel with his mum. So far aku diam je bila dia buat itu ini...but don't push me. After all the things they said about me kat sms, ingat senang-senang ke aku nak lupakan gitu je? Selagi aku tak baling balik dorang punya kata-kata in their face selagi tu aku simpan dendam sepanjang zaman.
I fell in lust twice...and both backfired in my face. I'll get over them...soon enough.
Hari raya was ok alright but I lost the pictures taken on that day the the 2 days afterwards but it wasn't my fault. Ash kept them all in the pc. I was just going to save them in my yahoo photo album when I came home but Ash had already reformat the pc. Aiyahhhh!!!
Ok now back to chatting. Besok boleh sambung.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
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