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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

You disappointed me...again. I should have known better than to believe everything. You never loved me...not before, not now. You just said that in order to have access to my body. You forgot that I'm unlike other girls you had met before. I am a soon-to-be a 33-year-old virgin and I'm keeping it that way until the day I get married. You made me realise the person you really are. You showed me long ago but I refused to see because I thought I could make you understand my view of point. I thought wrong.

The one grave mistake you made was to give me an ultimatum - either give you want you want or u leave. In most things I gave in to you. The truth is I am tired of this argumentative relationship. And I'm definitely tired of your demands. It has always been your way or the highway and this time round I chose the highway. Sure I care for you. I must be to let you get away with your harrassment all this while but I think the buck stops right here.

Being separated from you or thinking of you with someone else doesn't hurt me as much as it used to. Am I finally over this infatuation? Maybe. You don't understand me really even if you claimed you did. If you had understood me a bit, you would have realised I hate to be put in a corner. You are surely pushing me to go where I don't want to go.

Maybe it's for the best. We could never survive each other if we were together. We are so much different and not just in cultures but also in our thinking. The only thing we share is stubborness.

Am I ready to let you go? Or am I just putting on a brave front, psyching myself before the storm of heartbreak and tears?

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, September 27, 2005

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