I have been away far too long due to inevitable circumstances (read: I didn't pay my internet connection bill fast enough and so it got suspended heheh). Lots of things happened.
My Christmas weekend was great. I went to Cheeky Monkeys at Mohd Sultan with a friend and we had so much fun...considering it was our first meeting.
My New Year weekend was ok. Went to Phuture..got drunk...danced like mad with Ash who got tired soon enough. Went to Newton for very early morning meal. Ordered veggie, chilli crab, clams, stingray. Ash complained the crab was too expensive and he kept bitching about it till the next day aizzzzz...
We spent too much. Groceries, clubbing, buying clothers. Headache if I think about it. But what is money if you are not going to spend it right?
Oh...the most important news of all...my mother's favourite child is back home. For good I guess. I'm happy because Mum looked almost like she she used to...before he left...I don't have to pay the bills no more..I don't have to crack my head open thinking about how to settle the house monthly payments but on the other hand, I am going to lose my parent attention once again.
Mum was relating about how he came back home...inside I was crying. I didn't look her in the face because I can't stand to watch the joy in her face. I got away as soon as I could. I told Ash it would be like it used to be. She is gonna forgot all about me...she's gonna been thinking about her son 24/7...I will be worthless to her.
I don't know if Ash understood what I was feeling...but I think Mum knew. She always did know.
The good thing that come out from this is that I could have more money to spend and save. I'm sorry for being selfish but I had enough of thinking about other people's welfare. For now I have to think about myself...my life. May you be happy with him.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
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