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Sunday, January 02, 2005

If you are into anything and everything gothic this might be a good place to start ------>>> Goth> I don't know what's her name though. Is it Lijie? Hmmm...

Heard this on the radio. With a few changes I could dedicate the song to my mother.

Perfect by Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I don't want to dwell on her too long. I'll get emotional.

To other more undepressing stuff...

It rained non-stop since morning but it quit pouring now...dammit! Me and Ash...we went to Causeway Point to buy his pre-paid SIM card. All the 7-11 we went to sold out on the damn thing. SO we went to this shop just underneath the MRT track and bought one..finally. That was after I got yelled at by your royal assness His Majesty Ash. After getting the beladi card he was all smiles and even apologised and admitted he was as ass heheh.

We went on a shopping spree for my new handphone. Yipppeee! Nope, we haven't bought it yet. Waiting for his bonus on Friday. I saw my dream phone Nokia 7280 is going on the market soon. I was practically drooling on knowing that. For now I decided to get that Nokia 7260 instead. I was actually considering Siemens L65 but nahhhh I have always had a weakness for Nokia. Because they are cool. Because they always come out best designs. Because they were durable for a destroyer of stuff like me. Because it is easy to use their phones. You don't have to pull out your in hair in frustration.

Ash's old handphone was found. His friend called him last night and told him. I guess whoever stole it from Ash had found the phone problematic - it keeps cutting you off during conversations as if it was low in battery when we had charged it fully every single night. Padan dengan muka! Ash guessed some China men who was working around the area took it.

Past my bedtime. Happy new year everybody!!! It's still not too late. I am not making any new resolutions. I don't think I would adhere to all that shit. I'm just making plans. Plans that change my life forever. God bless me!

P.S. I saw Taufik's video clip of I Dream. Aizzzz he looked so handsome in all white attire. He's not that handsome lah. He's like the Malay version of Shah Rukh Khan. He has charisma. Ash said when Taufik smiles it was like the stars shining brightly up above. And he's right.

i'm watching you...
Sunday, January 02, 2005

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