Had a frustrating conversation and we ended up blaming each other when all I wanted to know was where have you been all this time. No phone calls no SMS. Ok I admit I'm partly to blame too for never calling. But you didn't either. And what was I supposed to do? Pester you? Harassing you with phone calls and SMS day and night? When I know you are busy with your life? With your other half who I assume still disapproves of me for reasons only known to you and him.
A lot of things pisses me off. For one...you forgot my beladi birthday when I made it a point to put alarm on my handphone on your big day so that I won't forget to wish you. The other thing is you sent back my photos without informing me...at all. What am I? Batang kayu ke? Changing your URL without telling me the new one pissed me off too. Doesn't matter if your own sibling had to email you to get the paswerd which I tell you is crap. Dah dok satu umah kasi je lah orally. You made me seem like a beladi stranger you meet on the street. Am I not your friend? Am I not someone you know who will be there for you if you need me?
All that crap about you troubling your friends. Watzzup with that? Are your friends mine? The only girlfriend I had was you and you don't even bother to appreciate me. You know you only had to call me and I try and make time for you. But me...I had to wait to have 5 minutes of conversation with you. I tried to understand you...I put myself in your shoes...I tried to be patient something that I am definitely not...and for whom? For someone who obviously doesn't include me in her priorities list...for someone who run to me only when there's no one else to run to..
You know I don't have words enough to tell you what I feel. It's like no words can describe it. Yeah I will definitely return the fakking money that I owed you...the one you had been hankering in your blog that other time. Sure I'm late but I will do what I said I would.
You know what I had been through the last time I was close to a girl...and see where it gets me. And you doing it the second time round..with less nastiness...extra selambaness.
And you ran away. Before I finished having it all out with you, you ran away. How come? How is this going to be settled amicably if you run away? We could end our friendship today if that is what you want but I want to do it right. You say what you want to say...and I say what I want to say...After every single dissatisfaction is made known, we forgive and forget and get on with our life with or without each other. Can you do that? Can you not be a chicken and admit your own mistakes like I did? Just let it out.
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
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