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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Never Say Goodbye

As I sit in this smokey room
The night about to end
I pass my time with strangers
But this bottle's my only friend

Remember when we used to park
On Butler Street out in the dark
Remember when we lost the keys
And you lost more than that in my backseat

Remember when we used to talk
About busting out - we'd break their hearts
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

Remember days of skipping school
Racing cars and being cool
With a six pack and the radio
We didn't need no place to go

Remember at the prom that night
You and me we had a fight
But the band they played our favorite song
And I held you in my arms so strong

We danced so close
We danced so slow
And I swore I'd never let you go
Together - forever

Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
You and me and my old friends
Hoping it would never end
Never say goodbye, never say goodbye
Holdin' on - we got to try
Holdin' on to never say goodbye

I guess you'd say we used to talk
About busting out
We'd break their hearts
Together - forever

I love this song though bila aku nyanyi aku hentam je lirik lagu dia heheh. I was into Bon Jovi when I was 16-17. Jon Bon Jovi was the epitome of mat rok then with his dark blondish mane and tight pants. And having a pretty face helps a lot. Aizzzzzz how time flies. After that in the early 90s I was into Gun n Roses. I had this huge fanatic crush on Axl Rose so much so that when I started to chat at Yahoo! I used the nickname Axlia. Then I went crazy over Nirvana after I heard Smells Like Teen Spirit - anthem for teens all over the world. I thought at that time they were cool with their dirty grungy look. And now? I'm not into any bands...just songs.

How would you react if someone you know from th epast called you nasty names behind your back? I just got to know that from a reliable source. Asshole am I? Do you know me well enough to give me such petname? I had already forgotten about your existence. Whatever problems you have it is not with me. I am not the one who used to date your guy kan. Get on with our lives you said when apparently you are the one who got stuck in the past. The funny thing is I am not angered...just bored. You don't mean anything to me anymore so why should I care?

In fact kan as I thought about it more, I am giving up all close contact with girls. I am hopeless with girlie relationships even since aku tau berkawan. Wanna talk to me fine...I'm all ears but I am not going to confide my secrets to any pepeks. I am going to surround myself with boys, guys and men even thoughsome are proven shitheads who got nothing else in their minds except sex heheh.

Talking about guys, I wonder, not for the first time, whatever happen to Haritz? I hope he's ok wherever he is niw. He is often on my mind because I like him.And I haven't lay my eyes on him yet. He is like the first male buddy I ever had. I can flirt with him, throw outrageous tantrums, be silly, give him the cold shoulder and he won't judge me. He likes me for being me. Mana nak gi cari memberz camni oiiii??!! If anyone kenal Haritz...Chinese Muslim guy who lives somewhere kat Taman Jurong, who I think is either in the army or police, please inform him I miss him...a lot.

i'm watching you...
Wednesday, November 10, 2004

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