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Friday, October 29, 2004

Wohhhh what's with the anger? But it does feel good to let it all out. For a while it was good. For a while. I feel better...slightly better..but it won't be long before that depression sets on me again.

Excess baggage. That's is what it's all about. Maybe I should get on with my life and fuck care with the rest of the world. I should clean my slate thoroughly, start anew. Maybe now it's a good time to delete whatever junk mail I have in my mind, in my head...erkkk in my handphone? I saw a few numbers I quit calling long ago. No point keeping them. Owners never return calls. And I'm tired of waiting. And feeling disappointed. Move on!

Inventory today. I was feeling just a bit hyper. Not fasting but I didn't eat. Tak de kawan. Kak Zah dah start puasa balik. Nevermind. Good way to lose the flab on my tummy.

After last quarrel with Ash...

Mama OT ke...tonight we don't fight k...papa sorry k baby

I kept that message in my handphone. It's not everyday he realised he was wrong. No need to know the details of the quarrel just that I was feeling unappreciated. Instead of reassuring me, dia buat bodoh. I don't argue...not anymore. I rebelled in silence. I didn't talk...I diverted all my calls to his. He got the message heheh. I was more hurt than angry. But he was sweet. And I am too much in love with him to stay mad long.

I decided to make another blog. Aizzzz that other one...I don't know what username I used or what password I chose. Ni lah dia akibatnya kalau dah tua.

Something's coming up. Maybe I stay home je. People at work sure would think of something to do for me. I don't like the attention...

i'm watching you...
Friday, October 29, 2004

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