I just went through a blog. Kinda sad with what happened to her. Lost of a loved one through death or a break up...that must have hurt. Much. It makes me realise not for the first time how lucky I am having Ash around. Sure we have our ups and downs. Who doesn't? But at least I am not alone.
I don't want to sound pathetic or dependent or whatever but I don't know if I could go on living without my darling. I am so used having him...that living without him...I didn't want to think about that at all. I haven't much experience about death happening to my loved ones but if ever God says it's time for Ash to go over to him, ehmmm food for thought. Even thinking about staying over at my mum's place is out of the question. A lifetime of separation is not in my agenda.
Not that I'm praying for his fast demise but really who am I without him? Just a girl without looks but with a frequent tendency to be emotional. Tell me who can tahan dengan perangai aku? Even friends who are close kadang-kadang rasa macam nak tempeleng aku especially when I am in a sarcastic mood ( I think lah...but is it true? Aku tak penah tanya dorang pulak heheh)
To that person who lost her loved one, I'm sorry. But I think you are a strong person. You even share the same philosophy with me "everything happens for a reason". It's true. Maybe you would find somebody better. I hope you will.
What's happening kat Geylang? I have yet to go. Aku memang suka go there masa puasa. All the smells, the noise, the colours, the beautiful people I can look at. Maybe this year will be lucky year. Mana lah tau terserempak dengan kawan lama ke matair lama ke heheh. Somebody I got a crush on refused to set foot there. Even if I asked him nicely. He said it's always the same thing over and over again. Is it? Nahhh!! The girls are getting prettier in spite of their big butts (watzzup with that eh??!!) and the boys are handosmer in spite of that stupid tapered jeans they love to wear. Kenapa lah tak pakai jeans biasa? Tapered!! Sapa punya fashion idea tu? If I was 16 years younger and my boyfriend pakai tapered pants, I would force him to take it off and burn that in front of him. At least zaman aku remaja, abang-abang pakai seluar ketat nak mampos. Wonder how their balls could breathe though heheh.
Not working today.
Not fasting.
Taking the medicine left me drowsy. I slept about 4-5 hours. Besok tak boleh makan ubat. Beladi doc gave me one day MC. Damn the fever not come to me pulak.
Thursday, October 21, 2004
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