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Thursday, September 09, 2004

Rimas.

That's what you said last night when I put my arms around you. I was sleepy, I could have heard it wrong but if I did, it wouldn't have hurt so much kan?

You know you always manage to say something so hurtful to me. I don't know how you did it but you do. And I don't know if it is your intention to continually do so to make me hate you. No, I don't hate you but it hurts just the same.

My touch repulsed you now? So what is the point of us being together on the same bed? You can always talk me into going home. If you insist, I would have.

And like always, you were oblivious to the tears I shed for your words. I told you about my past relationships and how I always got burn. The reason I told you is not to show off that I got too many boyfriends to count. It was because I didn't want to be treated badly. You know what I like what I dislike and yet...

Maybe I heard you wrong. I was so groggy. But that word - rimas - rang in my ears way after you snored to sleep. I myself couldn't close my eyes after that padahal I was so tired and needed some sleep. You are such an insensitive jerk, aren't you?

The Trouble With Love Is

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

And you...I don't want to know about your child custody thingy. I had enough problems of my own that you didn't bother to know. And some of the problems are caused by you. You are older than me. You should have better sense. You shouldn't have told me anything. I don't wanna know.

And you...it hurts to know you have somebody else. I know I got no right over you but it hurts just the same. Is it love? Or infatuation? I don't know. I didn't ask myself that. I just want to enjoy your company while it lasts. Anyway what ever feelings you have for me is not as strong as what I have for you. I should have locked my heart in the freezer where you are concerned. You are just too sweet and gentle for me. And that's where my weakness lies.

i'm watching you...
Thursday, September 09, 2004

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