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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Macam malas nak gi clubbing tu. No specified place to go and the company I will be with bluwekkk. Orang yang ajak aku tu actually nak selebret besdey dia a week earlier but really when I remember all the times we went together she is really boring company. What fun would I have? Maybe I won't go at the last minute. Bilang dengan dia aku sakit ke...aku nak buat kenduri kucing aku mati ke...anything lah. Anyway anybody knows exactly where the fak Jams the club move to tak? Member aku kata kat Dhoby Ghaut area. I spent some hours semalam surf net just to find out but zilch...nothing sial. Macam memang tak nak kasi aku semangat gi je.

Pagi semalam without reason aku teringatkan si babi tu pulak. Aizzz maybe I shouldn't call her that but aku masih tak rasa puas hati dia pijak wayar aku. She didn't give time to defend myself. actually I shouldn't pasal I made that remark innocently not intending to hurt her. Beladi hell! Wasting my fakking time and brain power gi pikir pasal dia. If not for the fact that we were always on the same frequency level, she would mean nothing to me.

Looks the the 2 biawak tu dah tak keje. Another beladi hell. Pasal dorang aku kena marah dengan Ash. Just because I told him to close the door. Tak kan aku nak golek-golek atas katil with the door wide open. He scolded me. Dia kata kita pun ikut macam dorang asek tutup pintu je sebab tu dorang suka-suka keluar masuk bilik...main telepon...merambu sana-sini. What the fak that has got to do with me? He was the one who let them in...who let them free rein in their house...apa kena mengena dengan aku. Because of his compassion for the person he called brother, gini lah jadi nyer.

Thank God we are moving out soon. Somewhere small. 3I HDB flat. Maybe kat Marsiling. Ash kept asking me whether it was ok to downgrade. I told him as long as it could lessen his burden and we got a roof over our head and those 2 alligators would be forced out of the house, I'm game. My parents used to live in 3I flat. 2 rooms..long rectangular hall...large kitchen. Kalau betul-betul ikut hati aku...aku nak dok kat banglo besar like mini castle atas bukit with long driveway...trees all around. You got cash to burn tak pa?

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, September 21, 2004

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