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Monday, March 15, 2004

You know how it was when people just for a moment conveniently forget about their responsibility. I know of some people who do. Forget that they have wives and husbands, kids, bills to pay...just so they could indulge in their weaknesses. Who can youi blame? Themselves? The people who directly or indirectly influence them? I would say both but...I would blame the persons themselves more. Because it is their choice to make ultimately and no one else.

Ash's mother got a call from her daughter-in-law in YCK. Her husband, Ash's younger brother most probably took some form of tablet. She was in tears because it seemed her husband didn't recognise her, his own wife. She told Ash's mother his friend had called him out earlier and threatened that if he didn't come down, the friend would come up. Macam kelakar gitu if the brother ikut kata orang. He seemed the kind of person who don't take crap from nobody. Ash and his mother are on the way there to persuade him to come back home and I'm home alone.

Moments like this, I thank God I got the most responsible brother out of the three of them. The eldest prefers to be unemployed and depends on his wife totally for his daily supply of cigarettes. The younger brother is unemployed and has a strong love for Guiness Stout. Ash...yeah he may be stubborn, frequently behaves like an ass and often talks crap but at least he knows what he have to do to support his family. He rather be without than seeing his dependants in need of anything. I told him tadi I am so lucky to have got him in my life. Imagine lah eh kalau aku stuck with the other brothers. Aku rasa kan by this time aku dah jadi tengkorak hidup siak makan hati berulam jantung

Thank you papa for choosing me

i'm watching you...
Monday, March 15, 2004

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