I don't know what the fak you are doing at home all this time. Tak kan dok lengkar tengok tv 24/7? You are a disgrace to me and I am totally embarrassed of you. What would Ash say huh?
There are times when I don't mind him slamming you down but there are times when I defend you. I don't want to quarrel with him over our families. Tadi dah bertekak sket pasal daging. Told him you wanted some and he said to tell you jangan manyak order. I was pissed off because kat umah dia dah memang ada daging on standby. His sista bought for him. So I told him off..."ooo umah ko ada daging...umah aku tak de eh". And he said..."nanti ko stay lah kat umah ko" and that hurts. He practically told me to fuck off. Family is important I know. He puts his in first priority. What about mine then? Should I put mine in the lowest level in my list? You are not being fair papa...
And you plak asking daging sampai 4 kilo. For what so much? You said nak simpan. You never think eh. I'm not printing money at Woodlands tau. I got to pay your beladi monthly bills. Later nak balik ko mesti mintak duit. If I had lots, you won't have to ask. Aku keje macam nak mampos ko tak tau. I'm sick until I can't eat anything pun you don't know. Try lah put yourself in my shoes for once. Try and understand why I can't give you what you want. I can't even give myself what I want.
I'm stuck in dilemma. One the one hand...you...my mother. On the other hand...him...the man I want to marry and have kids with. I can't choose between the two of you because both are important to me.
Saturday, January 31, 2004
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