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Friday, November 20, 2009

Been away for far too long...
Not because of anything...but because I forgot I have a blog here heheh
It has been a while since I let out my feelings right?
Not really that long.
I do blog but not in here.
Been doing well in Yahoo 360 but the site has been changed so...here I am again.
Crazy about Korean music...
I don't listen to any other songs except Korean.
I don't know why...but the music and words sooth me.
Even though I don't speak the language heheh.
Watch most of the variety shows available online on youtube...and dramas and movies on mysoju.
Sometimes I do watch Japanese anime.
Facebook...I'm on that most of the times...or should I say most of my waking hours?
Anyway just to remind everybody...don't be a stranger.
Meh hoon na!

i'm watching you...
Friday, November 20, 2009

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

I'm pissed off. No other word to describe it.

He bought the kid a drink and me...nothing except a tin of catfood. I don't eat catfood...do I? I've said it so many time already and I'm saying it again - I'm never on the top of his list. And here I am waiting for him to have dinner together and what do I get? NOTHING! A word of appreciation would be nice, a kiss would be better. I'm sulking over something trivial, I know, but it's the little things that matter a lot to us women.

Anyway I don't have many words to say to the kid. I had enough. Maybe her stay here is way overdue. All I ever wanted was for her to study and get good grades. She can't even follow that simple instruction. I don't wanna nag anymore. In fact I don't care anymore. What's the point? I guess I'm finally giving up on her of ever changing or keeping her promises to me.

i'm watching you...
Tuesday, July 17, 2007

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

No matter how many guys come in and out of my life, you'll always be the one constant star. No matter how much better they are, you'll be the greatest of them all. You're there in my good and bad times, when I'm nice or in a royal snit. when I'm cheerful or when I'm feeling dead. Of course you're not perfect. Who is? But at least you don't play games with me, games that always leave me feeling like a loser, cheated out of love.

I should be thankful for you. Nobody else wants me for me.

Most girls like attention especially from attractive guys. You just can't simply live without guys or with them without being driven to insanity. I totally love them I love to be around them. They make me feel feel special and beautiful, wanted and most of all alive.

Exciting, thrilling, dangerous kind of love. I live for that.

i'm watching you...
Sunday, February 25, 2007

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Irreplaceable by Beyonce

To the left
To the left
To the leftTo the left
To the leftTo the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet that's my stuff - Yes

If I bought it nigga please don't touch
And keep talking that mess, that's fine
But could you walk and talk at the same time
And it's my mine name that is on that Jag
So remove your bags let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard telling me
How I'm such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
And call up on that chick and see if she is home
Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know
What did you think I was putting you out for?
Cause you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby you dropped them keys hurry up before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard telling me
How I am such a fool - Talking about
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I will have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

So since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left
To the left

Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I could have another you in a minute
matter fact he'll be be here in a minute - baby

You must not know about me
You must not know about me
I can have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable

Dedicated to my ex husband who made the decision to let me go. Even before we were officially divorced I had already found your replacement. This song is 7 years too late

i'm watching you...
Saturday, February 10, 2007

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Friday, February 09, 2007

A cute guy asked me for my number! Isn't that amazing? I mean I know I'm not that pretty and yet he, handsome devil that he is, asked for my number. I can't wipe this stupid grin off my face as I walk to my transport pick up point. I feel so good about myself. I must have looked really cun giler while I was waiting for my chocolate waffle to be ready. For him to call or even SMS me is another matter though. If he really contact me that's super great...like winning the lottery. If he doesn't call, that's OK. Disappointing but it's OK. it's not like it was unexpected. thank you you gorgeous man you for making my day special. OMG! He just called me. OMG!

i'm watching you...
Friday, February 09, 2007

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Saturday, September 30, 2006

Why can't you yourself tell him? Why do you always ask me to tell him? Is he not your own son? And why do your sentences always start with "kalau ada duit...nak beli..." You have to go and spoil my beautiful morning and put me in a foul mood, don't you? You keep on talking as if I wanna hear everything. Sometimes you really drive me crazy. I sometimes wanna pull out my hair literally. Somebody, anybody, take her please...to give me peace of mind for a few days at least.

i'm watching you...
Saturday, September 30, 2006

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Monday, September 25, 2006

I feel so helpless here at mom's place. I really must do something about the filth. Clean up before hari raya. Next time I'll come with Camelia. She can help me out. Not contributing money to the family also tear me apart. After paying our mounting bills we don't have much cash in our hands. I asked Ash if I could give a bit...at least $50...If not in cash then in filling up the fridge for the same amount. He agreed. I felt unfilial and irresponsible if I don't contribute anything. He almost never says no to financial matters concerning my family unlike some people's husbands I know. Ash is the best husband I could have if I overlook his stubbornness and his tendency to be quick-tempered.

I wish we could win the $2m lottery this week or the next week or the week after that. So much we could do with that all that cash. First of all clears all debts and outstanding bills. Deck my mum and MIL in gold. Give the family a treat in a posh restaurant. Complete renovation of our house. Get a maid for mum and MIL. Give each adult family member 5k or maybe even 10k as a gift. Doesn't pay to be stingy. Why not share? I would love to see someone shamed to experience firsthand our generosity. Don't have to mention the name. You know who it is. Open another joint account in another bank and put whatever left in there. Spend just the interest. Being rich doesn't mean we don't have to be frugal. It won't last long if we keep on spending. As you can see I spend enough time on this. it maybe a dream. Who knows it might come true someday soon?

i'm watching you...
Monday, September 25, 2006

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